'*PLEASE READ THIS* *THIS WAS FILMED NEARLY TWO WEEKS AGO, IT WAS EYE OPENING AND I HAVE LEARNT A LOT FROM THIS TRIP AND HAVE BEEN PUTTING EVERYTHING IN ACTION. I HAD A GREAT TIME, NO REGRETS, BUT I AM GETTING RID OF THIS ED FOR GOOD* WE WENT TO DURHAM! Durham is so lovely! We looked around and stayed at Premier Inn woo, then went to the Uni the second day! I had my first dessert in a restaurant after a main! Alisha has been telling me how amazing the salted caramel brownie is and it really is AMAZING!!! Alisha didn\'t actually book a place on the open day so it\'s great we still could get in haha yolo she lives life on the edge! The lectures were so good as well, really interesting! Had a hot chocolate at Flat White Kitchen, then went to Newcastle and did some shopping, followed by going to TGI Fridays! We ordered a garlic bread to start and the eating disorder came in strong but I ignored it and I am so glad (although I was angry I even let it get to me, and annoy Mum and Alisha). The burger and Chips were sooooo good, and we even had some dessert! It was a great weekend, but I was annoyed when I got home and even on the plane home as I recognised where I still let the ED out or even make me worry or anxious, which I was trying not to do. I have learnt a lot, going to Durham was eye opening and I am determined to make the most of every day and live in the moment ( I know at times here I didn\'t, and I am annoyed that I didn\'t, but we learn from everything and I am proud of how well I did do there, especially as it was a new place and environment and nothing was planned at all). FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/elzani__/'
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